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"Convergence" by Jackson Pollock |
This formidable challenge also elicited halcyon days with family as we tried to reassemble the same puzzle my mother purchased at the Museum of Modern Art (MOMA), New York City. Last week, I chose to bring home the puzzle, maybe to recollect those days, but I couldn't recall if we ever finished it. Subconsciously waxing nostalgic or acting on an uncontrollable need to complete what had been started?
Feeling the jigsaw pieces in one's hands provides tactile satisfaction which does not on the Internet. I have, from time to time, tackled The New Yorker's puzzles on their website: an iconic past cover is separated into pieces on the screen before your eyes. Then the solver has to finish the puzzle in the shortest time possible (and at different levels of difficulty). Fun, though not the same as putting the pieces together with my late parents or my brother, as we sat at a card table near the fireplace on a snowy winter's evening.
A puzzle, no matter how long it takes may not resolve personal differences or bring families together. It does, however, test one's focus (especially if have ADHD, spacial recognition issues), patience, self-will and/or teamwork. Many traits shared by successful creatives.
Strange how exploring Pollock's painting opens locked memories: nostalgic, wistful and difficult. When I look at the abstract expressionist's masterpiece today, I recollect a picture my mother's of back. An x-ray showed advanced osteoarthritis so pronounced that I couldn't resist turning away from the magnitude of what was or would be. That image had reminded me of an old-fashioned fuse box with every wire crossed in different directions. Now, I see my mother's spine in Pollock's painting.
As with any puzzle, the outline or edges are easier to complete than connecting the inner pieces. Problem-solving has its roots in seeing how disparate pieces fit together. Finding the key to any enigma helps decode the hidden secret, even one with seemingly no clear direction or relationship. And yet, how we approach the solution may vary depending on how we process the problem.
This reasoning hold true for Convergence. The colors stand out in the painting--orange, yellow and blue splatters, haphazard? To the artist, may be not, to the puzzle-solver a break from the black and white tedium. I see these eye-catching colors as bringing cohesion to the composition and providing more clues to assembling the controlled chaos.
Jackson Pollock worked from within, a method actor who kept his technique opaque. Whether Pollock worked lunging in various directions throwing sumptuous gobs of bright colors and basic black and white across the canvas with his stiff paint brushes, or if he used a turkey baster to spray the glossy enamel, Jackson Pollock had an underlying reason for his abstraction. Bi-polar, alcoholic, introspective and passionate, Picasso one step farther in my mind, the painter saw the world through a different lens.
To conclude, I have learned the following from Jackson Pollock's Convergence, the work and the puzzle: I may never understand our jumbled society with its speed-of-light changes often too many, too intense, to digest. Nevertheless if I can find peace within myself, then despite appearances, I am confident I can tackle "the most difficult puzzle ever."